Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Life Is A Gift

Though I keep meaning to purchase one of those little gadgets diabetics use to test their blood, somehow it slips my mind every time I’m in or near a drugstore . . . which is why this morning I had to once again cut up one of my triple blade daisy razors in order to prick my finger for the bloodwork I send to Colorado. Though it nearly sent my dear husband into a fit of anguish just to think about what I was doing, really it’s not so tough. Believe me when I say there are A LOT of far more difficult things I’m doing these days . . . like for instance the downing of my many supplements. The lengthy list was recently lengthened all the more to include seven more items. It is both time consuming and labor intensive to keep up with the rigorous daily routine I am following, but I am trying very hard to be diligent and stay the course.

On Thursday of this week I’ll be going back to my oncologist to review the recent sonogram I had done as well as compare my cancer marker numbers to what they were three months ago. This visit will play a huge role for us in deciding whether we continue on with exactly what I’m doing now, or whether we need to add something more aggressive. Please pray for God’s wisdom in all of this.

The picture is a rosebush I planted many, many months ago while we were still in the building phase. Because we were so long delayed in being able to move in, it went without water far too long and appeared to be completely dead . . . until Hurricane Ike came through. Now it is so beautiful and daily reminds me of how God loves to give us health in place of sickness, joy in place of sorrow, and hope in place of despair.

Thank you so much for your continued prayers—truly they are a gift.

8 comments:

  1. your sharing this journey with us is truly a gift. i think about you often and remember to say a prayer for you as you enter my mind. i pray that the visit will lead to further wisdom, and peace in this all.

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  2. Praying for you Beth! Anxious to hear your report. What a beautiful picture of the rose...as is how I see you these days in my thoughts and prayers!

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  3. Praying for you and for wisdom for everyone involved in planning your treatment!

    ~ Jill W

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  4. You have been in my prayers indeed! Hoping for an encouraging report.

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  5. We are praying for you and are grateful for your updates! You are an inspiration and a joy. Thank you Beth! ~Katie

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  6. Beth,
    Praying for you and prayed for you all day Thursday- also prayed for Dr V along with you!
    Kristy

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  7. Mrs. Hasz,

    I am a current intern I want to let you know that there are girls on campus including myself that have been doing the Daniel Fast for you. Mr. Hasz let us know you have been doing more than the daniel fast for over 126 days, you are in our prayers! You have been in our thoughts and we know that God is in control. In the midst of everything that is happening you are remaining strong and that is such a beautiful thing to see.
    -Liz Delgadillo

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  8. Hi Beth - You & your family has been on my heart all week and we're praying for you here. May you have lots of wisdom, strength & courage for the days ahead.

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